2025

8.07 Salem // Pyromania

Deny me and be doomed.

7.15 ⭐ Old friends and bittersweet goodbyes at the Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry

I'm not a kid anymore, but maybe I never was.

7.10 Baptize me in that purple-pink girlypop glow.

No, I will never shut up about this film.

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6.26 ⭐ Sad Bitch Hour: It's Dysphoria Weekend™

Babe, pass me the Smylex. I'm about to fucking lose it.

6.19 The coup will be televised.

And they'll eat it up.

6.12 ⭐ Humbly, I kneel before your altar.

What if this is all there is?

6.05 38,880,000 seconds and counting.

Happy birthday.

5.29 The mountains are beautiful this time of year.

They've always been beautiful, truthfully.

3.06 ⭐ I Saw the TV Glow and it terrified me.

But in its purple-pink girlypop glow, I found myself.

2.06 It was a blue Christmas with you.

Musings on the challenges of the holidays, yearning to be understood, and letting go.

1.09 ⭐ So long, 2024: a media retrospective.

A happy post? On catloaf & coffee?!

1.04 For A.

You deserve the world.

2024

12.05 ⭐ Counting spoons: scenes from life abroad.

This isn't how it was supposed to go.

11.07 November 7, the day after the 2024 American election in Japan.

Fuck.

10.03 Words that I can't say.

Heavily redacted.

9.05 Six month check-in.

Six months down, XXX to go.

8.04 I finally watched Sia's infamous debut film, Music.

Here's what I think...

8.01 Presenting: my complete diagnosis story.

As complete as is reasonable, anyway.

7.04 I’ve been bewitched by the woman on the TV.

It's not a sex thing, I promise.

6.20 Hello, is this thing on?

I know you can hear me.

6.06 My skin and crawling and I must scream.

Autistic sensory sensitivities are routinely ignored, leaving long-lasting scars.

5.23 Welcome to my water prison.

Rumination refuses to let me move on from past traumas, forcing me to relive them over and over and over again.

5.09 My face is clay, but I am a dreadful artist.

I promise I don’t hate you. I promise I’m not as miserable as I look. It’s just my face. I can’t help it.

4.25 This one's about imposter syndrome.

A real, fancy-degree-having doctor diagnosed me Autistic, yet still a little voice in my head doubts the validity of their conclusion.

4.11 Happy two-year anniversary to that meltdown at a 7–11.

No one said moving to the other side of the world would be easy, but doing so as an Autistic person has been...challenging.

3.28 What it means to be diagnosed Autistic.

The practical uses of an Autism diagnosis are perhaps questionable, but the personal validation it offers should not be understated.